Wickedness

This is my world
Colored with rainbows and sunshine
Colored with shadows and rain
This world is mine
Thriving with innovation
Thriving with deprivation
This world – internalized
Dying with old age and excitements
Dying with abuse and pollutants

Cease to exist

So who am I
If my word is not spoken
Does my story persist
If my voice is broken
So who am I
If nameless I remain
My ideas cease to exist
My lips abstain
So who am I
A body of pain
Intelligence dismissed
No truth to explain
So who am I

Deadly

My chest feels heavy
thoughts scrape through my mind
Can’t hold my hand steady
On paper thoughts unaligned
Missing you feels deadly
Resistant to look behind
My heart attached truly
Repetitive thoughts remind
Every minute passes slowly
Clueless heart so intertwined
To ignore what aches so deeply
happiness undermined