Tag Archives: regret

Exactly Who I Want Be

I laugh with tears in my eyes.

It is what I have realized, never what I expected.

I can be exactly who I want to be.

And how is this something I could not see?

It is you with me, and doing what I need, to be exactly who I want to be.

Confounded by the limitations and the can nots and must nots, I failed to see.

I can be exactly who I want to be.

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That Moment

I think it is good to have that moment

The moment you look back and feel deep melancholy

You see what is lost and mistakes made

But you see it with satisfaction, heartache, but satisfaction

Because now you know

Now you know that’s what had to happen for you to be where you are and love who you love and miss who you miss

I think it is good to have that moment

Wickedness

This is my world
Colored with rainbows and sunshine
Colored with shadows and rain
This world is mine
Thriving with innovation
Thriving with deprivation
This world – internalized
Dying with old age and excitements
Dying with abuse and pollutants

She Cried Why

Freestyle with my ukulele. A story of child abuse.

To numb her mind

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Broken

She forms another line

only way to numb the mind

no words spoken

can get her out of this bind

all the love left behind

denial of a woman outspoken

her hopes and reality never aligned

falling in love seemed ill timed

a heart that couldn’t bare another emotion

she breathes it in line after line

numbing, killing her mind